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[Logan Grant]

GRANT, logan

The Basics

Name: Logan Grant
Age: 30
Date of Birth: August 15th, 1990 (Leo)
Gender: Male
Sexuality:  Hetero / Bi-curious
Hometown: Ozryn, New York
Alter Ego: Faramir, second son of Denethor II – The Lord of the Rings
Similarities: Faramir and Logan both have the burden of being the underdog, or the shadow of the older brother. In Logan's case, his brother went off to join the military and when he did not follow (decided to go to college instead) in the same footsteps he was shunned from his home. Logan also had a great connection with his older brother, Ryan. Only when they were younger did Logan feel a sense of resentment and jealousy towards the seemingly “good at everything” older brother.
Occupation:  Physical Education Teacher at Blue Mountain High School

The Photographs

Hair: Logan's locks are never usually longer than a few inches, due to a military household. But since he had broken away from his family, Logan learned to love longer hair. He usually gels it back and keeps it nice a slick. Depending on the day you may find his hair a bit disheveled and without product.

Eyes: His ice blue eyes are the key to his heart. Most of the time his sensitive and trusting side emerges from his eyes. Logan has an almost identical set of eyes as his brother, but his are a little bit brighter blue. Sometimes depending on his mood they shift from the blue to a pale gray but that's only when feeling threatened or insecure.

Weight & Height: Logan has the burden of being shorter than his brother was, but he is indeed stronger. Lifting and physical health was something that Logan prided himself on. Being five foot eight and the shortest person in your family could weigh heavy on the way you look upon yourself. But knowing that his weight was 200+ pounds, mostly of muscle, usually put on a smile on his face. He knew that he could hold his own.

Facial Features: Stubble, five o'clock shadow, or semi-beard is not strange to see on Logan's babyface. Sometimes he enjoys leaving facial hair on his face just so he doesn't look so young. His lips are very pronounced on his face, one of his most defined attributes (besides his eyes). Because his family was frugal with their money, didn't choose to spend it on such expenses like the dentist, Logan has a mouth full of crooked teeth. He doesn't bother to get them "straightened out". He believes it gives him extra charm and uniqueness. 

Other Information: From time to time he can be seen wearing plaid button ups, or his brother's leather jacket. Most of the time he's sporting a black t-shirt and either sweat pants (for work) or jeans. He likes to go casual on school days, but on the weekends he enjoys dressing up.

Playby: Tom Hardy

The Personality

LIKES & DISLIKES
His brother's motorcycle It's one of the few things Logan has left of Ryan. Not only did he have to fight his father to keep it, but it was the last time Logan ever saw his parents. The motorcycle represents more than just the memory of Ryan but it also is the last thing their family really had a chance to bond over. Their father handed it down to Ryan once he joined the military but the significance to Logan was that every day his brother was gone he rode that bike. Took care of it like it was his own. 

Tattoos Specifically the ones on his body. Ryan and him got tattoos right before Ryan's last and fatal tour. Logan believes that tattoos are an extension of a person and who they are as a person. The experience in itself was enough to remain in his memory but every time he looks at the tattoos permanently staining his skin, his mind goes right back to tattoo shop. He has a tribal piece on his shoulder/chest and over his heart is his and his brother's initials. 

Working out Going to the gym is a social experience for Logan. It gets him out of his mind and allows him to interact with people of his own level. Also staying fit was always programmed into his brain as a child. Being a physical education teacher is also another drive to wanting to work out. Learning new tactics on how to keep yourself toned and strength oneself is important to Logan. He enjoys learning from and teaching others, especially those who may need assistance.

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His father Whenever anyone mentions the prideful and legend James Grant, Logan grinds his teeth. Such a cringing feeling comes over him. It was everything his father did growing up. There wasn't one moment that Logan can remember he enjoyed his father's company. The man was absolute poison, venom that eased it's way through each family member. Ryan was the dutiful first born son and Logan was damned, disappointment of a son. Logan looks back on it now as not a fault against Ryan but the manipulation of their father. 

Being called short Yes, he understands that his height isn't the norm for a thirty year old man and he will not be growing anymore. It's kind of a trigger for him. But he tries to remind himself that no matter what people say, they will quickly realize it was a mistake. Instead of lashing out with violence, Logan learned to retort with such kindness to throw the rude person off completely. He is a bit quirky in that way, but nonetheless being called short just gets under his skin.

Witnessing abuse Logan enjoys a good fight, just like the next person. It's not violence he has a problem with. Being part of a somewhat mentally and physically abusive family really sunk into him. Anytime he sees a student, or a stranger on the street, being talked to the wrong way or even handled in a way they do object to, Logan just can't help himself. He has to intervene and put himself into the situation. It's like his subconscious pushes himself to help others. Help them defend themselves or just stand up against abusers. That was one of the reasons he wanted to become a teacher. To be able to help and teach others , especially students.

STRENGTHS & WEAKNESSES
Patience Working with kids, big or small, wouldn't be easy without patience. What student wants to participate in gym anyway? But Logan has a great deal of patience and knows when to keep pushing someone and when enough is enough. There were times when he had made choices that weren't the best, and were made on impulse. Logan learned from those mistakes and experiences and tried to grow and reflect from them. 

Positivity Whether or not people call it positivity or confidence, Logan doesn't lack from either. With negatives thoughts and memories clouding up his mind, one would assume it would be difficult to see the best in things. But not Logan. He tries to keep everything on the up and up, even if there seems to be no hope. There are moments when the negativity gets him down and he can be very solemn and independent. But with any good, comes the bad. 

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His brother As much as he tries to think fondly of his brother and use that to motivate himself, those thoughts usually break him down. It puts him in a rough spot. His brother only died two years ago and it's still be very difficult for Logan to grasp the concept that he's gone. And that he doesn't have a family anymore. Co-workers recognized a shift in Logan, that made him different. More times than not, Logan wishes it was him in the coffin and not his brother. 

Vain There are the ups and downs. Sometimes Logan thinks very highly of himself, sometimes too highly. He doesn't have a problem showing off a few of his lifting moves to impress someone he finds attractive. It's his need for attention, to be admired and appreciated. But the question arises, does he really think that way of himself? It comes off that he can be arrogant sometimes, the way he walks himself around downtown on a Saturday night in a tight button down and slacks. But then there are the other times when people notice a different Logan. A more submissive and reserved Logan. 

Personality
Hopes: Hopes to live a great life, a life he knew his brother should be around to enjoy with him.
Dreams: That maybe one day his family could let go of the past and petty qualms. To make peace. Even if he doesn't really wish it to come true, in the back of his mind the dream festers.
Goal: Be his own person, seek an identity away from his brother's. As much as he adores his late brother, it's hard to emerge from the large, looming shadow. Especially in a town they have history in.

Overall Personality: Logan usually has a smile on his face. He can be a pretty lively guy, someone you'd want to remember. Or so he hopes. Being the younger brother of a war hero and veteran is something that will haunt him. He will always be the brother to Ryan Grant and the son to the great James Grant. That in itself is enough to drive a man crazy. So that's why he aspires to bring positivity and try to convince others that he is someone other than a family name. 

When it comes to his responsibilities, he stays on point. Nothing could get in the way of his teaching career. He puts a lot of emotional strength and energy into helping each student out. It's a sense of pride that he has for helping others. Something he wished someone could've done for him when he was younger. Of course he always had Ryan but his mental health weighs heavy from such control and abuse from their military based father. 

When his brother died, there was a part of Logan that felt liked died with him. For a long while it was hard for him to put that smile back on his face and be outgoing. Only recently had he started to break out of the shell of depression. Breaking the ties with his family seemed to be almost freeing for Logan, but at the same time he never felt more alone. No one to reach out to, to send letters to or call. Even though he has been physically on his own for quite some time, loneliness never felt so hard until Logan was aware of how alone he really is in this world. 

The School Records

High School Alma Mater: Blue Mountain High School
High School Graduation Year: June 2008
College Alma Mater: Ragston University
College Graduation Year: May 2012
Best Subject: Physical Ed / Writing
Worst Subject: Math / Science
Major: Physical Therapy
Minor: Education
Extras: Yes, he is a Physical Education teacher for the high school.

The Family 

Parents: James Grant and Rhonda Reynolds
Siblings: Ryan Grant, older brother by 5 years, died at the age of 33.
Significant Other: Not married.
(Currently looking for a fun fling, maybe friendship with the possibility to turn into a relationship.)
Children: No children.
Other Significant Family: Nope.
Relationship: Not on speaking terms with his family at all.

The History

The Grants moved to Ozryn just after James and Rhonda got married, she was 16 and he was 18. It wasn't until after that did James get drafted into Vietnam at the age of 19. He fought the Vietcong and came back in once piece. A war hero who served for his country and would've done it all over again. When James came back home to Rhonda it was hard for him to readjust to family life. War also made it difficult for them to conceive children. That fact put a strain on their relationship and James became very bitter. But he made sure never to bring their problems outside of the house. It was like a facade when he was going about town, trying to pitch in whenever he could.  

It wasn't until years later did they finally pop out with Ryan in 1985 and Logan in 1990. Being older parents, 37 and 40, did put a strain on the development of the brothers. Logan noticed how strong the connection Ryan had with their father, always asking about the war stories and how to be the best soldier. Logan didn't want to hear about it. Logan wanted to keep the house in order, make sure things were taken care of. He even tried to help his mom from time to time, but that was not allowed. Not when dad was home, dad put in a few curses and a backhand if you disobeyed. Their house was run like a traditional 1950's state, mom cooks and cleans, dad takes care of the income and does the heavy lifting. The heavy lifting part Logan didn't mind so much. He helped with the yard work and worked well alongside Ryan.

The two brothers got a long great, until they got a little older. Logan started to feel a little jealous of his brother. Ryan was good at almost everything. Straight A student, star athlete and even got all the dates in school. Logan was "Ryan's younger brother". This ate him up inside. Not to mention, the dynamic was the same at home. No one could be better than dad's "favorite son, Ryan". Logan kept to himself and invested in going to the gym. Keeping himself fit. It was something to get him out of the house and keep his mind off the negative thoughts. 

After a while Ryan started to join Logan in the weight room. They bonded and Logan learned that even though their father may favor Ryan, it didn't make it easier for Ryan. If anything it sealed Ryan's fate. Logan learned of the turmoil and great deal of pressure his brother had in the spotlight and that's when he learned his brother had to join the military. It was not expected of him, it was Ryan's only choice. Logan tried to convince his brother otherwise. So as a pact on their last day together they got matching tribal tattoos, just as a reminder that the other is still there.

Instead of going into the military, Logan decided to get his degree. Working so much with the physical education teachers at Blue Mountain High gave him inspiration to become one and be able to work with other students just like him. Letters back and forth from his brother were the only things keeping him sane each semester. And likewise for Ryan, when he was overseas. Their father refused to talk to Logan after finding out his career choice. Logan didn't think anything of it since he was dormming away from his parents anyway. 

After graduation, Logan, 21, got his own place and Ryan, 26, returned home for a bit of time. The brothers were back together again. They lived at Logan's apartment as Logan started his new job as a Gym Teacher. It was truly a great couple of years for the both of them. Ryan worked on his motorcycle, a gift from their father, and down at the mechanic shop for a little while before being called back for duty. Logan understood, as much as he hated it. 

The letters started back up again. Same day each week a letter would come for Logan. Until that fateful day when a letter did not come. Logan didn't understand. He went to the post office, no letter. Then he finally swallowed his pride and went over to the Grant Household. There he found his mother in shambles on the floor, sobbing and his father holding his hat to his heart. Devastation hit Logan as his knees buckled and he hit the ground. He knew his life would never be the same again. Logan remembered that day like it was yesterday. Words were said between him and his father. And as he slammed that bike helmet on his head, revved the engine and turned to look at his parents, Logan knew he would never return to that house again.

Flash-forward, two years. Logan rides that bike to the school almost everyday. He takes things one step at a time. But his driving force is to keep going, to be there for his students. It was only until recently, a nasty comment from a local townie, did Logan realize that he needed to keep living his life. That he should no longer be in his brother's shadow. So putting his best foot forward, Logan wants to try to take his life by the reigns and live it. 

The Player

Name: Benzy
Age: old...ish...25
Characters: Veronika Wyrick
Main: Benzy | Veronika Wyrick

The Sample

It was hard for Logan to go around Ozryn without seeing someone from high school, or college. Such a small town led to so many awkward moments. Logan wasn't the type of person to go out of his way to talk to anyone he knew from his past life. Most of the time they wanted to talk about Ryan and to prod him about how he's coping without his beloved brother. With a sigh he got of the motorcycle, his brother's of course, and propped the helmet on the handle bar.

“Coffee, nectar of the gods.” Logan pushed the door forward as his eyes whipped around the coffee shop. The only people he didn't want to run into was his family. His parents hung around downtown Ozryn from time to time. A few occasions Logan actually spotted them. Those were the few times when he crossed the street and went about his business. His time of groveling and begging for their acceptance was over, even if it seemed to eat him up a little on the inside. His gut didn't like his lack of confidence and loyalty when thinking about his family. It was indeed a touchy subject.

Once he knew he was in the clear, Logan made his way to the counter. ”Black with sugar, please.” His plump lips parted with a kind smile at the young, obvious college student behind the counter. ”Same as usual.” She said flirting a little. Logan was a confident guy and enjoyed moments like these, but all his thinking about his family fogged his mind a bit and he became distracted. No room for the daily flirt with the coffee girl. ”Yep, thanks doll.” A few bucks were shoved into the tip jar as he sipped on the cup with his eyebrows ruffled and his mind consumed by thoughts.

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